Zoe London

i always thought a boy would break my heart and i would ache all the time but a boy did not break my heart- i fell in love and you rejected my friendship- you broke my heart. You stole her from me- you broke my heart. i went off to college-you broke my heart. 

Although i constantly wonder why i am so depressed for days sometimes and i realize that no it is not only this but this is what starts my depression- thinking about how you broke my heart.

i was driving to school today all alone. on the rolling hills, i thought of my future. i thought how i will always love these drives on the back roads to get my country home. i thought of you today and the drives we had on rolling hills filled with our laughter and awkward silences. i looked to the sky to see you.. but you weren’t there.. i cried and kept going, and looked up and there you were. i saw you. hi granddaddy.